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free rounds at the bar because gabriel is really playing fast and loose up in there some nights. here's what everyone is served as a Usual.
gabriel is making himself a jack and ginger. that's his deal. he's very polarizing as a bartender because he will loudly discuss how much better it is than jack and coke even to people ordering jack and coke.
clayton yeah it's miller high life the champagne of beers. maybe a cheeky shot? i think beer and a shot guys are so hot and i feel like he's on that level. i almost name dropped first and last m*ke from twitter to make a joke on here but maybe thats not a great idea.
sienna is getting tequila soda. extra lime. she doesn't hate a light beer either but if she's out she wants something with that cunty little straw in it to play with later when she's drunk and fidgety.
cora is getting a strawberry daiquiri (NOT frozen) or a malibu or something just fruity and sweet. don't know why i'm assigning her this deeply nostalgic palate. alternatively, whatever beer austin drinks for the same reason. it was her first <3
bailey is drank pbr for a really long time but after he and cora broke up he started ordering gin and tonic more until he like fully switched over. which could mean nothing.
mollie ohhh sorry girl but its gotta be a vcr right. i mean maybe that's a little dated i feel like they are less popular but i feel like she very much fits the archetype of a vcr girl. vodka drinker for sure you can see it in her eyes. redbull so she can get a little crazy. cranberry for color mostly.
cody used to drink coors light and honestly as someone who had always been more of a St*ner it was an adjustment to make being crossed in public work. but now he will have a cheeky mojito he's built the tolerance to get the drink he actually likes ^^
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@hot-scarian-summer-2024 - Day 2- Watcher!Scar
no glitches version
#i didn't finish the second more angsty one because im at work and my boss is gonna come in any moment 💀#i'll try to finish it up and post it later but we'll see#mcyt#desert duo#grian#gtws#fanart#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar#hermitcraft#again only kinda#hotscariansummer2024#do tell me if i need to put an eye strain warning it's my first time doing glitches lol#i got nothing for the captions today my bad#nhyhu.art
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The bertholdt hoover fandom is dying rt if youd wipe the sweat from his brow like if youd give him a warm glass of milk
#coming over here to my fucking reibert saved url from 2014 on my old blog because im going crazy thinking about bertholdt my beloved#my right hand arm. man. my confidant. my best friend. my silly rabbit.#bro my EVERYTHINGGGGGG#i loved him when i thought he did all that unprompted idgaf i will love him to my dying days#i was with him (and reiner) thru the dark ages where they had just fucked off in the manga after unsuccessfully kidnapping eren and they#didnt show up until literal years later. i stopped reading once they left i couldnt go on w/o them!!!!!!#the only info we had was that they predicted the damn weather based off how he slept!!! u have no idea the loyalty i have to this man (and#reiner and annie) but omfg. omfg. its so bad. just watched s2 for the first time in my LIFE and im losing my SHIT#idk if i can keep watching & the only snk i read after they left was their reppearance and then i immediately stopped again when he DIED!!!!#so we'll see if i can cope with continuing on. probably not tbh. anyway i 🩷 bertholdt. most tragic figure ever. right there next to annie –#and reiner. they were literal kids who were sent out to kill thousands and then live amongst the suffering they alone caused –#and had to wake up each day and face their comrades their peers their friends and know they had to keep going and deliver everyone to –#their demise. no one else could ever understand that burden ✋️. meanwhile reiner has a literal mental breakdown from the stress and develops#a dissociative disorder and annie isolates herself and bertholdt has to try to keep it together. the fucking TRAGEDYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! seeing#bertl's face when reiner talks about goinf home. the hope the grief the despair. ☝️ i need to die.#knowing he fcking died is the worst part. take literally anyone else omg theyre ready to go. free my man.
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not to get all sappy in your ask box but
I saw the drawing you made of snatcher and hat kid, showing the four year progress and it got me all teary eyed. /pos
during when I was most active in the ahit fandom/my early days, you were always one of my favorite artists. You've grown so much and I know this probably doesn't mean a lot coming from a random person but I can see the improvement and it makes me happy. Don't stop creating.
Thanks a lot!
Your words actually mean a lot to me ;v;
The fact that you and some other people perhaps been following me and watching me making art since those days! It's incredible for me for some reason qwq
#sorry I get to answer this ask only now#it took me some time#it gets harder to me answering asks so I even had to close them so people won't waste their efforts trying to ask me anything#maybe I'll open them later#I think to open them again when I release my new origin thing because I'll be curious what people think about it#but we'll see#anyway#what's up lev
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loved you in secret
Written for @steddiemicrofic, April's prompt 'fool'| wc: 454 | rated T | cw: it's angsty, babes. read at your own risk.
Steve knows something's up the minute Eddie walks through the door.
They haven't seen each other in a hot minute, but that has never been a problem before.
But tonight feels different and Steve can't quite place it.
Eddie walks around saying hello and when he reaches the kids, Steve knows it's going to take a while. They all talk on top of each other and compete for Eddie's attention.
Steve hangs back, pretending he's not itching to have it for himself. Craving the feeling of his hands around Eddie's slim waist so he can maybe shake that weird feeling.
Not that he and Eddie are anything other than super platonic friends, but Steve's brain doesn't seem to care.
He just wants to feel him.
He needs to pretend that Eddie belongs to him. It soothes his most primal instincts, even if he has no right to claim Eddie as his.
But when Eddie finally makes his way to Steve's corner of the room, he refuses to meet his eyes. Not in a way that makes Steve think he's mad at him… it feels more like he's embarrassed.
Eddie hugs Robin first and it gives Steve a second longer to watch him closely. He looks… disheveled. There are bags under his eyes and his hair is pinned up in a messy bun, which is unusual for him.
It's when Eddie lets her go and moves to hug Steve that he understands it. Eddie smells… wrong. He doesn't smell like cigarettes and mint and leather like usual. There's a sweet, sickening smell on him that makes Steve's stomach turn.
The hug is quick, as if Eddie is afraid Steve will figure it out, and when they part, Eddie’s eyes don’t meet Steve’s and it kills him.
���Did you have fun at the club yesterday?” Robin asks Eddie conversationally, and it surprises Steve because he didn’t even know Eddie had gone out the night before.
Eddie chuckles and nods. “Yeah, it was nice.”
Steve feels like he’s not part of this conversation and it makes his chest feel tight. It’s when Robin claps Eddie’s shoulders and asks if he got lucky that Steve excuses himself from the conversation, even before he answers it.
He doesn’t need to hear it because he already knows Eddie smells like someone else because he was with someone else.
Steve knows he doesn’t have a right to be mad or upset because Eddie doesn’t belong to him, but he finds he can’t stand the idea of someone else touching Eddie in the way he wanted to touch him, even if he knows he won’t ever be brave enough to admit it out loud.
Guess Steve is just a fool like that.
#steddie#steddie microfic#ali's stuff#fanfic#stranger things#angst#pining#steddie fic#fool is such a nice prompt#might try my hand at it again later in the month#we'll see
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Translation:
7 DAYS LEFT!
On the 7th at 7 PM, we will go to the Nether.... I will create a way for everyone to escape this island! I promise!
#Forever#ForeverPlayerG#Forever Player#QSMP#Richarlyson#GIRL WHAT#I MISS ONE STREAM AND SUDDENLY MAN'S OFF TO OPEN THE NETHER??? EXCUSE ME???#Me: Wow I've worked so hard updating streams and the archive today#Me: I've got a billion clips to post later so I'm going to take a break and go out and about for a bit#Forever: *Drops this insane comment out of nowhere*#Me: FOREVER. PLEASE LET ME GO TOUCH GRASS IN PEACE#/hj#Apparently he's going to be moving soon and so NOW I'm like oh. oh ok cool he's gonna try and open the Nether and get kidnapped. Wonderful#either that or we'll get the new people on Sunday the day of the elections#and the Nether will open and that'll screw ALL of us over#anywayssssssssssss#Lots of clips to post but tomorrow probably#it's a bit late rn#ofc this is assuming Twitch doesn't screw me over yet again
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Second ask in one day because I’m terminally online ✌️
Would any of the girls (or, let’s be honest, any of the women) in Steve and Eddie’s lives make them do the “pretend to be pregnant” challenge where they Saran-wrap a watermelon (and smaller melons) to their stomachs/chests and make them do random things? How would the guys react?
i feel like this is another trend that they would skip because, again, they are old. In 2024 they would be in their very late 50s. My dad was also born in the mid-60s so he’s around how old they would be, and he’s in decent-enough shape but he also would definitely get hurt if we attempted anything like this.
For as much as Hazel loves a good TikTok trend, she loves her dad even more, so I don’t think she’d even bother asking.
What they absolutely would be down to try out is a period cramp simulator and that is a Robin-driven initiative 100%.
#steve fares okay#eddie does not#liv’s steddie dads verse#I tried really hard to write out what that experience was like lol but it just wasn't happening#might try again later we'll see
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Hi ! I originally found you through your Ikkayumi fic you posted, and I was sooo very happy to find that you had so many renruki fics/were a regular author that focused on them !
I reel over any fic that focuses on whatever Renji was doing in the space between him and Rukia disconnecting, and especially whatever that man was doing in his stint at squad eleven back then.
I think that Renji is only helplessly pathetic whenever it comes to Rukia, and I always wonder what he did to cope with that ( if he successfully coped with it at all ) in her absence, or how long he managed to avoid talking about her. For as much as he was around them, I’d like to imagine he probably caved and dumped that info off on Ikkaku or Yumichika at some point. Unfortunately, both of them are emotionally constipated people, and they’ve got no idea what the hell to do to cheer him up bc they’re not the kind of guys who are great at emotional kouhai support.
They collaborate on a miraculously decent plan to get their guy out of the dumps, and though the plan is pretty great, shit hits the fan and it all falls to pieces. Renji enjoys every minute of it, even though he’s got no idea what they’re doing, and ends up satisfied with their horrible attempt because he knows this isn’t their specialty but because they do care.
I always juggle between hyper fixating on either of them, but as much as I enjoy both pairings, the best thing is always getting to see any match of them interacting with each other.
Thank you in advance for taking the time to read this if you do !! I seriously admire your writing and I appreciate your dedication to Rukia and Renji, and I love how canonically accurate you write them. Your fics always really make my day, so thank you for sharing as well !
Thank you so much!! I am also fascinated with this period of history. It's hard for me to write about, although I've made a few attempts.
Renji-without-Rukia is an interesting creature. Here's my take on it: I think that he's competent at least in the ways that are expected of Gotei officers, which is to say, he is very good at sticking his sword in things. On the other hand, he's also low-key self-destructive, in the way that you don't especially notice, especially if you're used to hanging out with the general populace of Squad 11. He's a fine soldier, hard-working, driven, even, but he lacks all of the qualities of the Renji we know now--his aura of friendship, his first-into-the-breach enthusiasm, his patience and empathy toward his younger squadmates. Of course, Ikkaku and Yumichika don't really know there's anything wrong with him, at least not at first, but the longer they get to know him, Yumichika, specifically, might realize that there's someone better buried down in there. Yumichika would probably break out in a rash if he tried to be kind to someone, especially to a youth, but there if there is a thing Yumichika will do, it is give beauty advice and so he started harassing Renji about his skincare and hair routines which you can't do if you can't learn to care about yourself, and that was a real turning point for Renji.
Personally, I think Renji was at Eleven for a long time before he told anyone about Rukia (the one exception was Iba, his roommate, who was frequently subjected to late-night rambles on her when Renji was absolutely sloshed, but Iba is Iba). I'm actually always very touched by the seriousness with which Kubo portrays Ikkaku and Yumichika's reactions to the Rukia story.

To me, the best way to cheer Renji up about all of this is to take his goals seriously and to otherwise just treat him like a normal member of the Eleventh, which is exactly what he needed at that time.
I'm really only an IkkaYumi casual at best, but one thing I do really like about them is that I think Renji sees them as the blueprint for the relationship he would like to have with Rukia: battle partners first and foremost, tough as Hell and twice as hot, different but complementary, two halves of one whole idiot. He is absolutely deranged for this, but I think it's very charming, and to be honest, I think Rukia would, too.
#renji abarai#ikkaku madarame#yumichika ayasegawa#renruki#ikkayumi#i...do have a half-written fanfic in the WIPs that is on exactly this topic#i even wrote a scene for it this past April!#it's on my short list of things I Would Like to Finish Sooner Rather Than Later#i've gotten a couple of requests for Squad 11 content and i've been contemplating trying to finish it and claim that it counts#it's a Medium-Large One tho and I would have to make an outline#not sure how i got 10k words in with no outline but that's how 2019 me rolled i guess#i'm not very dependable for anything these days and i have a lot of other things i want to do tho so WE'LL JUST HAVE TO SEE.#thank you again for all the kind words!! this really warmed my heart!
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Another small preview of my latest wip. I managed to get all my flats down so the real work ca start next time I muster energy LOL
#wip#wangjue#mdzs#awakened hearts fanart coming soon#so many later likeeeee#omg#can't wait for this one to be done so i can draw more T^T#adulting is just taking up my time fisdfisdgis#soft kind of look again LOL#or at least that's what I'm trying#we'll see#some stuff is subject to change
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anyone wanna play dolls and make them kiss 👉👈
#ooc / ��𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒄 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔.#maybe u like this & maybe i look thru ur meme tag to send u something shippy to test the waters 👀#i linked a kiss meme in the 'kiss' of the text if you'd rather send me a meme!!#even if we haven't interacted/even if we have btw! i'm always up to try new dynamics <3#q'ing this for while i'm sleeping n the dash is awake but i'll maybe rb a few times later!#unless this flops in which case i will delete it and we'll never speak of it again gfhgjhj
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🍄 and 🌿 for the ask game!
hello thank you so much for this forest fairy themed ask 🥰
[from this ask game]
🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
but how funny would it be if i shared like a codywan or anidala headcanon here
just kidding there's no pretending im not a one ship bitch lmao here is a headcanon for obikin i have: obi-wan is very bad at giving gifts and anakin is very good at giving gifts - and obi-wan feels bad initially when he gets a gift from anakin because of immediate jedi-flavored guilt and obi-wan flavored neurosis but he loves him enough that the happiness wins out over the shame & anakin loves obi-wan enough that any gift from him is immediately like 10/10 amazing. won't shut up about it for weeks. padmé is tidying up their bedroom and throws away a pile of junk and anakin almost divorces her because that was a gift from his master >:( yeah maybe it was a "hazard" but it was obi-wan's hazard that he made to give to anakin >:(
🌿 ⇢ give some advice on writer's block and low creativity
ok this is fun especially because i feel like im dealing with this rn so let's see if i can figure out a way to take my own advice lmao BUT the number one rule i think is to not force it. if you start forcing it then it just feels bad. and even when my writing is objectively bad, as long as i'm having fun then i don't feel bad, which makes the whole thing fun and a net positive...but if i'm sitting staring at a blank word doc and trying to make myself write then im not gonna like what comes out and i'm not gonna like the process or how i feel after either
so take a walk instead, clean your place, take a shower, go to the gym, do a reading assignment, go to a coffeeshop with a book - anything but write. and for me, after enough time has passed, usually doing other things makes the words come easier when i find myself back in front of the blank page.
this can suck especially because i try to limit my writing times to a block of the day, but i've definitely also learned the importance of being fluid where possible - if the words aren't coming during my hour in the morning i set aside to write, then instead of forcing it i'll go to the gym first and take a shower (afternoon activities) and then i'll write in the afternoon instead. or i'll write while dinner is cooking if that's when the words are there. especially now that i have so much noncreative, academic writing i do as well as creative writing, i feel like i never want to force the creative writing. i'm spending so much time forcing the research writing parts already and the moment i start feeling like my fic writing is just a different flavor of my academic writing, i'll get burned out for sure
#asks#so yeah to get over writers block just work with your writers block#i think that works for me a lot because im not like really a writer#i know writers who say to just write through it#but that's cause theyre published authors and thats their job#but its my hobby#so if my brain doesnt want to do the hobby today then thats ok#we'll try again later#i would never force myself to knit a scarf if i hated every second of it and wasn't in the mood and it wasn't a gift for someone#im not gonna force myself to write for the same principles
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tfw i have $948cad and rent is $980 AND MY PLACE IS A WRECK
#lay text#i'm okay i'm fine i'm chill i'm SO RELAXED#it's due on the 1st and i'm applying to freelancer & upwork jobs like a madwoman like i've been working on stuff all day everyday#and trying to sell so much stuff on facebook#including things i rly like but i just have to :']#c'est la vie!!!!!!!!!!!!! capitalism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#disability aid DOES NOT GIVE ME NEARLY ENOUGH#crying wailing slamming my head on my pillow etc etc#i really really hope things work out#i really hope my stupid flaky client will ACTUALLY PAY ME FOR THE WORK I DID AGES AGO............#she was on holidays and i bet you a billion dollars she'll blame it on her dumb client again. i mean i still rly like this woman#and she pays pretty decently-ish#but holy shit#earlier i got super discouraged and felt so crushed#but at least i did a bunch of shit today and i have to let myself feel proud of that much at least. it's so much work. it never ends#all i want to do is focus on my writing/youtube/activism stuff#but i have to keep doing dumb shit i don't care about#and my apartment is a mess :((#i spent all day working on marketing my services on freelancing sites etc and i'm so drained but i have to vaccuum and do my dumb dishes#and i wanna game w my friends later but my brain is fried#january will most likely be rly rough hahaaaa i guess i'll dig myself deeper into credit card debt to pay rent and after that uh ???????#who knows#just keep working hard begging ppl to hire me#and um. pray to the goddess or smth. i did not expect so many extra costs in december and i kinda did this to myself#i need to not bully myself too much ugh#i want to work on the lay & the gyns projects too#but idk how much time i'll be able to dedicate#it's not like i'm not trying hard or working hard to benefit society or whatever!!!!! i spent all my time focusing on activism & writing et#but somehow it's just considered not enough#i'm rly hopeful i can get a grant for the lay & the gyns business since we'll do marketing for sapphic businesses/freelancers
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Send this to all your favourite moots and pass the pumpkin round! KEEP THE PUMPKIN TRAIN GOING 🎃🖤🎃🖤🎃 <3
HIIII LOVE U THANK YOU!! happy pumpkin season, here's one i carved last year :D
#we had ONE person come to the door and many months later my friend confessed that she'd been walking up the road#came across that guy and his young son#asked them to go and knock on our door because we were all waiting to give people sweets ksjdbj#it's just not something people do on our road#too many uni students maybe#we were the uni students trying to change that with our pumpkins but still nobody came besides the guy our other housemate had to beg 😭😭#we'll do it again this year though it was fun#and i made some great soup if i do say so myself#asks#watertankafternoon#i'm so bad at answering asks oh my god i have loads in here i'm so sorry
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//I want to write but it's hot and my migraine doesn't want to do away so I think I'm just gonna listen to the Magnus archives and call it a day for now lol
#down by the river || ooc#maybe we'll try again later#sometimes my migraine meds do the job#other times its like best i can do is keep it from getting worse#which is better than nothing but still lol
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Thoughts ping pinging all over my brain rn
Main thought is stupid card game. I can already feel the dreams manifesting tonight. Nothing but tgat smug fucking clown
Follow up thought is thst single girl dad krk is still so funny to me. Who let him do that (me. Lol)
#rambles#3rd kinda far off thought is i really am my fathers dauggter (again gjfhfhf)#him and i sitting next to eachother playing our respective card games#he's the one that showed me solitaire#if ledt unsupervised we'll both just spend ours sitting there staring at cards#we both have decks that we carry around just to play solitaire when we go out#bcs fuck mobile solitaire games#absolute worst shit ad wise#anyway all this to say its that time of year were i do nothing but play solitaire on my puter or with my actual deck#except now there's also cursed poker(?) game to keep me entertained lol#and also yknow#spreading my weird dad krk propaganda dhfhfhd#ok#gonna try to rb some stuff later#im not dead i swearreeeeee#just recovering from my semester lmao
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finally back to lifting after a neck tumor removal surgery!!! possibly a bad move to start off this ambitious... but im feeling pretty cool to have done 10 unassisted pull-ups right off the bat! B) im a ways off of my past leg press weight but i'll work back up to it in time! (the bakery cant go out of business like this, i wont let her)
#my left arm feels d e a d though lmao#it straight up wont relax all the way#thats ok tho <3 she'll heal#god ive missed actually using muscles :')#'you cant lift more than 20 pounds for the next 2 weeks and no more than 40 for the next 6' ... WELL ITS BEEN 7 AND A HALF...#i did start to feel some pain at the surgery site :/ so i stopped and we'll try again later this week#but still!!!!!!!#glad to be back ive missed using my body#its been miserable just sitting on the internet and loafing for the last 2 months#and prior to that i couldnt workout for like 3 months before the surgery bc id feel the tumor pushing against my neck tendons lol#and exercise strained it#so all in all i havent worked out like this in 5? almost 6 months?#and i wasnt that consistent even before that#so its been a g e s since i really worked out my arms#so grateful to get to move my body again :')
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